After 1 mth of stay out, alas i'm heading back to my "second" home. Dunno what to feel. sad or happy haha. Actually i'm starting feel quite sian of a stay out life. Quite monotonous haha but i guess i never make gd use of my time to do something fruitful haha. Hopefully back in camp will be able to be more fruitful in my walk with god n practical stuff
Oh yea did i tell ya haha i got a driving liscense!! Woohooo!!! Ok its only man for military vehicles but i'm still really excited i got it haha. Come to think of it getting was not easy. Was really god's grace haha. Without Him, i believe i would hav failed the test already haha. But wadever it is, THANK GOD!!!!
I really do want to pray that the time back in my camp, i will use it very wisely to grow in my spiritual life. I admit these recent times in my life i haven been doing well in fact my walk was juz bad. I was constantly facing struggles making choices between God or fulfilling my own desires. N i tink it has taking a toll on my physical life as well. I really hope that in coming periods i will be able to work myself out of these struggles. I'm really getting sick n tired of it. Really wanna apply all thats been taught in sermon bout having the right priorties. 'cause God has shown me that when we get out priorities rite n be faithful with the little things that he has given, he will reward us even more. I really really do want to receive these rewards that he has promised. Yup so whoever reading this pray for me alright? haha btw i dun mind sharing my struggles if u all wan to hear haha.
Ok dats all for now. Gotta prepare to book in le. :)
Monday, October 27, 2008
Thursday, October 9, 2008
God thanks!
i'm halfway thru my driver course and i'm having mixed feelings haha. I'm part happy that its gonna finish soon coz it means that i'm going to be a qualified driver soon(at least in the army). However, feeling down as well coz wun be able to see these new friends that i have made in this course. N of course the stay out part HAHAHA! i really pray that i will be able to keep in contact even after we pass put from this course.
Talking bout praying, i must really say GOD is really so real during this whole course. Every time i pray for his help n support thru difficulties. For example the HSP test. It was some stupid test that you hav to talk about all the traffic safety scenarios while pushing toy cars over a board. Though stupid, many ppl failed n i was super anxious bout it. But i prayed to god before going in, asking him to help me with it, to lemme get over n done with this nightmare. N it really happened haha the tester gave me simple scenarios to explain n it went rather smooth n i was able to pass it. woohhoo. can't bear the idea of havoing to take it all over again haha. guys btw i'm not being sarcastic to those who failed.
God also opened up many doors of opportunities for me to really share his msg. He allowed me to meet agroup of ppl that i could work well n interact with. its like so evident that god want me to work on them. its juz so magical that god work in a way that is so unseen by the world but only when u r in tune with Him den will u be able to see his hand moving. GOD is soooooo POWER!!!! hahaha.
I know i haven been really faithful with my responsibilities as God' child n with my spiritual life. its been a very very long time since i kept up with the word of God. Well God, I will do my best to continue to keep in step with you all the way from now on. Yes i will.
GOD help me with my driving test pls haha. N should i say thanks for allowing me to meet my twin? hahaha
Talking bout praying, i must really say GOD is really so real during this whole course. Every time i pray for his help n support thru difficulties. For example the HSP test. It was some stupid test that you hav to talk about all the traffic safety scenarios while pushing toy cars over a board. Though stupid, many ppl failed n i was super anxious bout it. But i prayed to god before going in, asking him to help me with it, to lemme get over n done with this nightmare. N it really happened haha the tester gave me simple scenarios to explain n it went rather smooth n i was able to pass it. woohhoo. can't bear the idea of havoing to take it all over again haha. guys btw i'm not being sarcastic to those who failed.
God also opened up many doors of opportunities for me to really share his msg. He allowed me to meet agroup of ppl that i could work well n interact with. its like so evident that god want me to work on them. its juz so magical that god work in a way that is so unseen by the world but only when u r in tune with Him den will u be able to see his hand moving. GOD is soooooo POWER!!!! hahaha.
I know i haven been really faithful with my responsibilities as God' child n with my spiritual life. its been a very very long time since i kept up with the word of God. Well God, I will do my best to continue to keep in step with you all the way from now on. Yes i will.
GOD help me with my driving test pls haha. N should i say thanks for allowing me to meet my twin? hahaha
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Bye Jennifer!
Ytd was at airport. Jen was going london to study, at LSE. So a small group of the 6/11 wen hui, qiqi, ai wen, jia min, zhitao, jason, wee shiun n me, went to sent her off. We met at T3 n i cant believe them really haha. Jason wanted to print something dat jen wrote to him in our pri sch days but dunno y he waited until we came to the airport den print. Of all places y airport! haha. We had to run ard quite a bit but lucky us we managed to get help from the m1 shop lady to help us photocopy it. Next we went to meet up with jen. Her family was there with her except for her father. guess why? haha cos the father had to go back to get her fone charger for her. haha jen ar really a princess man.
Her flight was at 11.30, so we had quite a bit of time b4 she had to go thru customs and well those girls juz started camwhoring. it was juz crazy. Tink they took more photos than the no of words the said during that period. for 3 hrs, camera's juz went clicking n clicking non stop haha. Many of the photos that we took was seriously stupid n lame haha but dats what made it so enjoyable. (P.S. i really want to thank god for this group of friends that i hv. apart from hope, we are like family n share alot of things with each other) Soon after, jen's jc classmate n house com friends came as well. At ard 10.45 lk dat, jen had to go in. The four girls juz walk hand in hand all the way to the glass door. It was den dat the tears started flowing. They were hugging each other saying sobby gdbyes. It was quite emotional seeing this. this 4 girls are so close even closer than blood sisters so i guess it would be a very diff time for them. After all, the next time we see jenn would be next july. It was a long while b4 the 4 broke their embraces. Jen gave each of us a hug before she waved her last gd bye before going in. it was quite saddening to see her leave n gone for 3 yrs as we spent much time together n it seems as though something is missing with her gone but yet at the same time i wish her all the best n hope she enjoy her time there. haha maybe even find an angmoh boyfriend. who knows rite? haha make it a gd exp jennifer haha!!!!
After that, i left n coincidentally met one of jen's friend, karman(i think), waiting for 53. I said hi n ask her where she was heading too. at first i tot she was gg hougang or something but she was actually staying in pasir ris n her hse was quite close to mine as well. On our way home, we talked quite a bit n i found out that she was an only child as well. Maybe becos of this, we managed to hit it off well. We shared quite a bit bout our lives, the problems we face etc as an only child n some other stuff which was very interesting. i also realized we share quite a lot of things in common lk mindset for eg. In juz dat short period, we get to know quite a bit of each other and i really enjoyed it thoroughly.I hope she did too. Though the chances are slim, i do really hope to be able to meet her again, talk to her n get to know her better. After all its quite diff to find someone that u hit off with on the first meeting n share so many things in common in each others life. But guess i will juz leave it to god's providence n his plans haha.
One last thing i wanna thanks be to god for all these that u have put in my life u really enriched my life so much!
Her flight was at 11.30, so we had quite a bit of time b4 she had to go thru customs and well those girls juz started camwhoring. it was juz crazy. Tink they took more photos than the no of words the said during that period. for 3 hrs, camera's juz went clicking n clicking non stop haha. Many of the photos that we took was seriously stupid n lame haha but dats what made it so enjoyable. (P.S. i really want to thank god for this group of friends that i hv. apart from hope, we are like family n share alot of things with each other) Soon after, jen's jc classmate n house com friends came as well. At ard 10.45 lk dat, jen had to go in. The four girls juz walk hand in hand all the way to the glass door. It was den dat the tears started flowing. They were hugging each other saying sobby gdbyes. It was quite emotional seeing this. this 4 girls are so close even closer than blood sisters so i guess it would be a very diff time for them. After all, the next time we see jenn would be next july. It was a long while b4 the 4 broke their embraces. Jen gave each of us a hug before she waved her last gd bye before going in. it was quite saddening to see her leave n gone for 3 yrs as we spent much time together n it seems as though something is missing with her gone but yet at the same time i wish her all the best n hope she enjoy her time there. haha maybe even find an angmoh boyfriend. who knows rite? haha make it a gd exp jennifer haha!!!!
After that, i left n coincidentally met one of jen's friend, karman(i think), waiting for 53. I said hi n ask her where she was heading too. at first i tot she was gg hougang or something but she was actually staying in pasir ris n her hse was quite close to mine as well. On our way home, we talked quite a bit n i found out that she was an only child as well. Maybe becos of this, we managed to hit it off well. We shared quite a bit bout our lives, the problems we face etc as an only child n some other stuff which was very interesting. i also realized we share quite a lot of things in common lk mindset for eg. In juz dat short period, we get to know quite a bit of each other and i really enjoyed it thoroughly.I hope she did too. Though the chances are slim, i do really hope to be able to meet her again, talk to her n get to know her better. After all its quite diff to find someone that u hit off with on the first meeting n share so many things in common in each others life. But guess i will juz leave it to god's providence n his plans haha.
One last thing i wanna thanks be to god for all these that u have put in my life u really enriched my life so much!
license license here i come
whew its been a long time since i updated haha!
seriously i was very very busy haha. (i must admit though i had free time but was just too lazy hehhe) Because of wallaby, we had to spend hrs everyday juz to clean our stores until its totally dust n dirt free. sometimes even had to stay back during weekend. its juz ridiculous. wats the prob of bringing some singapore dirt into australia man?! But dunno whether can i call it GOd's grace, i do not have to go wallaby, meaning i do not have go thru the whole process of cleaning again with my own equipment haha. Also i got my wish! I'm learning driving haha. For free! some more everyday 8 to 5. Whatmore can i ask for HAHA!!! i'm so gonna be a driver in one more mth haha. After trying out for the first time in my entire life in an army rover, i realised driving its not dat easy, in fact its quite a challenge but its lotsa fun. haha with all the clutch, gear changing, steering involved, its so diff trying to coordinate all 4 limbs at the same time. haha however i believe i did not bad on my first try. At least, the engine didn't stall n my steering was smooth ok! oh yea tmr will be my first actual practical lesson n highway code test. God pls help me with both!!!!
seriously i was very very busy haha. (i must admit though i had free time but was just too lazy hehhe) Because of wallaby, we had to spend hrs everyday juz to clean our stores until its totally dust n dirt free. sometimes even had to stay back during weekend. its juz ridiculous. wats the prob of bringing some singapore dirt into australia man?! But dunno whether can i call it GOd's grace, i do not have to go wallaby, meaning i do not have go thru the whole process of cleaning again with my own equipment haha. Also i got my wish! I'm learning driving haha. For free! some more everyday 8 to 5. Whatmore can i ask for HAHA!!! i'm so gonna be a driver in one more mth haha. After trying out for the first time in my entire life in an army rover, i realised driving its not dat easy, in fact its quite a challenge but its lotsa fun. haha with all the clutch, gear changing, steering involved, its so diff trying to coordinate all 4 limbs at the same time. haha however i believe i did not bad on my first try. At least, the engine didn't stall n my steering was smooth ok! oh yea tmr will be my first actual practical lesson n highway code test. God pls help me with both!!!!
Friday, August 22, 2008
12 Lotus
My first time watching a Royston Tan movie, n well i dunno what too say. Haha. Went to watch 12 Lotus with Li Yi yesterday at AMK Hub! The movie is not too bad. Just that if u r gonna watch it for pure leisure, i would advise u too save the money. But if u r those film lovers u will love it. This was show was actually depicting a girls life from when she was young till she grew old which unfortunately was very tragic. I felt the whole film was trying to portray the meaning of the song 12 Lotus. It has a total of 12 chapters, each chapter has its own verse of a tragedy. every of the chapter was depicted thru the life of the girl. How she was abused by her father, cheated of her feelings, money n body by the man she loved, how her loved ones ard slowly left her side. Not even once did she get to truly experience a real happy moment in her life. It was so sad. I must admit i couldn't understand some parts of the show as the storyline is quite cheam n subtle. So if u wan to know the whole story, pls go watch it haha.
After the show, both us felt hungry even though we bought like 3 packets of sushi with 20 small rolls each n polish it off during the movie. Haha so we went to a nearby hawker center to eat. Over the dinner table, we talked n shared bout our lives, problems that both of us are facing. It was a really deep sharing n we juz continue to talk even as we were on our way home on the bus.
It was a really fruitful sharing as we learned n encouraged one another in our problems. We also discussed about apologetics. It was this time that i asked her to help with a doubt i had. One of my bunk mates had asked me this qns,
"How can christian say only their religion is the true one, whereas the rest are not n are just idolatry? Where's the proof?"
I told her i answered my friend from an academic point of view but i myself was doubtful bout it n asked how would she response to this qns. She said,
"The best evidence we can show to our friends is our own life testimony. It is true that as we know God, we had experience many times in our lives his love for us n his miracles that he reveals n done in our lives. We can be 100% assured that this is true no matter what n i think thats what non-believers wants to hear from us."
What she said enlightened me totally, it was like God suddenly open my eyes to see thru the cloud of doubt. It was a really powerful moment n come to think of it it was also an experience with god! Man thats just cool!
Thank God for this revelation he gave me n for this sister that i could the deeper part of my life with. I believe this is what God want to see when we said of doing life with each other to prosper n be strengthened from it. I really encouraged all of us to share our live with one another to deeper level. For all we know, we may experience the goodness of God n many powerful things n also grow greatly thru this kind of relationship. Hallelujah!
On a lighter note, JUMP is happening today yea!!! Time to praise n worship GOD!!! Haha!
After the show, both us felt hungry even though we bought like 3 packets of sushi with 20 small rolls each n polish it off during the movie. Haha so we went to a nearby hawker center to eat. Over the dinner table, we talked n shared bout our lives, problems that both of us are facing. It was a really deep sharing n we juz continue to talk even as we were on our way home on the bus.
It was a really fruitful sharing as we learned n encouraged one another in our problems. We also discussed about apologetics. It was this time that i asked her to help with a doubt i had. One of my bunk mates had asked me this qns,
"How can christian say only their religion is the true one, whereas the rest are not n are just idolatry? Where's the proof?"
I told her i answered my friend from an academic point of view but i myself was doubtful bout it n asked how would she response to this qns. She said,
"The best evidence we can show to our friends is our own life testimony. It is true that as we know God, we had experience many times in our lives his love for us n his miracles that he reveals n done in our lives. We can be 100% assured that this is true no matter what n i think thats what non-believers wants to hear from us."
What she said enlightened me totally, it was like God suddenly open my eyes to see thru the cloud of doubt. It was a really powerful moment n come to think of it it was also an experience with god! Man thats just cool!
Thank God for this revelation he gave me n for this sister that i could the deeper part of my life with. I believe this is what God want to see when we said of doing life with each other to prosper n be strengthened from it. I really encouraged all of us to share our live with one another to deeper level. For all we know, we may experience the goodness of God n many powerful things n also grow greatly thru this kind of relationship. Hallelujah!
On a lighter note, JUMP is happening today yea!!! Time to praise n worship GOD!!! Haha!
At last!!!!!!
Whew after being stuck in camp for almost 2 weeks, what a relief it is to be back in the comforts of my own home. Yeah!!!! Ok but i must admit during the 2 weeks i wasn't faithful n consistent in seeking God. Haha. But God being who he is as u know is always faithful. I could see his presence constantly being revealed during the 2 weeks especially in outfield. Well there was this time in outfield my sect comm put me as the vehicle commander for one of the mission. To me this was quite a huge responsibility n i was unsure of myself haha. So i did the one most logical thing as a Christian. I PRAYED! After the whole event my sect comm said that i did a good job for a first timer. When he said that, a thought flash across "this was not my doing but God's". God is so cool rite haha. I really thank God for this experience as i am fully assured of his faithfulness everywhere i go cause of this. Amen Amen!
Oh yea I got myself a new phone too. My very own E51!!! This phone is superb man. At last i can listen to music in camp yea n one more thing juz to make other NSF a bit jealous(joking), I'm on off until nex sunday. Yahoo!!! I pray n pls pray for me too that i will make good use of this time n let it be fruitful whoever who read this haha!
Oh yea I got myself a new phone too. My very own E51!!! This phone is superb man. At last i can listen to music in camp yea n one more thing juz to make other NSF a bit jealous(joking), I'm on off until nex sunday. Yahoo!!! I pray n pls pray for me too that i will make good use of this time n let it be fruitful whoever who read this haha!
Sunday, August 10, 2008
God's Lesson (2)
Just last week in camp, i was having a mini apologetics discussion with my friends in my bunk. We talk about many things, certain practices like slaying of the soul that is practised by city harvest. Also he questioned about many moral issues concerning christ like is it justifiable that an evil man that do bad things thru out his life came to know christ in his last breath would be forgiven of his sin n would be able to go to heaven? Does it mean to say that we can juz do as much as we want then come back once in a while to i repent to be saved?
I explained as best as i could n i hope he catch my answer but there was one thing that they said impacted me alot. They did not like christianity because they met many christians who are not acting lk one, forces ppl to go church n making arrogant comments that are hurtful n sensitive to others as well as their religion. Hearing this, i really felt a sense of pity for them. If only they knew how much God loves them. But i guess our actions has hindered them from establishing a relationship with God and we should be grieving n ashamed for this.
Gandhi once said, "I love the Jesus that the christians preach but i hate the christians."
Even though on our lips we have been proclaiming to be the children of God, but are we really living a life that is worthy to be called that?
Brothers and Sister, its really time to wake up. In the acts church, the testimony of the living God could be seen in the followers life but now when ppl ask for testimony
, all we can say is look at the life of jesus as we know that our lives can will not be a testimony. I really wanna encourage all of us here today to start evaluating our lives n c what areas we can improve in so that in due time our lives will be a living testimony of our heavenly father.
"not what we preach but what we practice that make us Christians"
Therefore, lets not stop at juz being a preacher of God's word but a doer of His word as well! Amen?
I explained as best as i could n i hope he catch my answer but there was one thing that they said impacted me alot. They did not like christianity because they met many christians who are not acting lk one, forces ppl to go church n making arrogant comments that are hurtful n sensitive to others as well as their religion. Hearing this, i really felt a sense of pity for them. If only they knew how much God loves them. But i guess our actions has hindered them from establishing a relationship with God and we should be grieving n ashamed for this.
Gandhi once said, "I love the Jesus that the christians preach but i hate the christians."
Even though on our lips we have been proclaiming to be the children of God, but are we really living a life that is worthy to be called that?
Brothers and Sister, its really time to wake up. In the acts church, the testimony of the living God could be seen in the followers life but now when ppl ask for testimony
, all we can say is look at the life of jesus as we know that our lives can will not be a testimony. I really wanna encourage all of us here today to start evaluating our lives n c what areas we can improve in so that in due time our lives will be a living testimony of our heavenly father.
"not what we preach but what we practice that make us Christians"
Therefore, lets not stop at juz being a preacher of God's word but a doer of His word as well! Amen?
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