After 1 mth of stay out, alas i'm heading back to my "second" home. Dunno what to feel. sad or happy haha. Actually i'm starting feel quite sian of a stay out life. Quite monotonous haha but i guess i never make gd use of my time to do something fruitful haha. Hopefully back in camp will be able to be more fruitful in my walk with god n practical stuff
Oh yea did i tell ya haha i got a driving liscense!! Woohooo!!! Ok its only man for military vehicles but i'm still really excited i got it haha. Come to think of it getting was not easy. Was really god's grace haha. Without Him, i believe i would hav failed the test already haha. But wadever it is, THANK GOD!!!!
I really do want to pray that the time back in my camp, i will use it very wisely to grow in my spiritual life. I admit these recent times in my life i haven been doing well in fact my walk was juz bad. I was constantly facing struggles making choices between God or fulfilling my own desires. N i tink it has taking a toll on my physical life as well. I really hope that in coming periods i will be able to work myself out of these struggles. I'm really getting sick n tired of it. Really wanna apply all thats been taught in sermon bout having the right priorties. 'cause God has shown me that when we get out priorities rite n be faithful with the little things that he has given, he will reward us even more. I really really do want to receive these rewards that he has promised. Yup so whoever reading this pray for me alright? haha btw i dun mind sharing my struggles if u all wan to hear haha.
Ok dats all for now. Gotta prepare to book in le. :)
Monday, October 27, 2008
Thursday, October 9, 2008
God thanks!
i'm halfway thru my driver course and i'm having mixed feelings haha. I'm part happy that its gonna finish soon coz it means that i'm going to be a qualified driver soon(at least in the army). However, feeling down as well coz wun be able to see these new friends that i have made in this course. N of course the stay out part HAHAHA! i really pray that i will be able to keep in contact even after we pass put from this course.
Talking bout praying, i must really say GOD is really so real during this whole course. Every time i pray for his help n support thru difficulties. For example the HSP test. It was some stupid test that you hav to talk about all the traffic safety scenarios while pushing toy cars over a board. Though stupid, many ppl failed n i was super anxious bout it. But i prayed to god before going in, asking him to help me with it, to lemme get over n done with this nightmare. N it really happened haha the tester gave me simple scenarios to explain n it went rather smooth n i was able to pass it. woohhoo. can't bear the idea of havoing to take it all over again haha. guys btw i'm not being sarcastic to those who failed.
God also opened up many doors of opportunities for me to really share his msg. He allowed me to meet agroup of ppl that i could work well n interact with. its like so evident that god want me to work on them. its juz so magical that god work in a way that is so unseen by the world but only when u r in tune with Him den will u be able to see his hand moving. GOD is soooooo POWER!!!! hahaha.
I know i haven been really faithful with my responsibilities as God' child n with my spiritual life. its been a very very long time since i kept up with the word of God. Well God, I will do my best to continue to keep in step with you all the way from now on. Yes i will.
GOD help me with my driving test pls haha. N should i say thanks for allowing me to meet my twin? hahaha
Talking bout praying, i must really say GOD is really so real during this whole course. Every time i pray for his help n support thru difficulties. For example the HSP test. It was some stupid test that you hav to talk about all the traffic safety scenarios while pushing toy cars over a board. Though stupid, many ppl failed n i was super anxious bout it. But i prayed to god before going in, asking him to help me with it, to lemme get over n done with this nightmare. N it really happened haha the tester gave me simple scenarios to explain n it went rather smooth n i was able to pass it. woohhoo. can't bear the idea of havoing to take it all over again haha. guys btw i'm not being sarcastic to those who failed.
God also opened up many doors of opportunities for me to really share his msg. He allowed me to meet agroup of ppl that i could work well n interact with. its like so evident that god want me to work on them. its juz so magical that god work in a way that is so unseen by the world but only when u r in tune with Him den will u be able to see his hand moving. GOD is soooooo POWER!!!! hahaha.
I know i haven been really faithful with my responsibilities as God' child n with my spiritual life. its been a very very long time since i kept up with the word of God. Well God, I will do my best to continue to keep in step with you all the way from now on. Yes i will.
GOD help me with my driving test pls haha. N should i say thanks for allowing me to meet my twin? hahaha
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